NOTICE: Yes! Internet!!!! / My One Desire - To be like Jesus

Yes!! There's Internet:D

I'm so happy God gave all of us awesome internet connection once again in order to have us be able to express our thoughts and communicate with each other in English through the computer. To God be the Glory!

I just read everyone's blogs, and they're absolutely fabulous. I almost teared up reading some of your heartfelt confession to our Lord. Wow. He's just so great to be working in our lives unceasingly, unfailingly, and uncontrollably:D

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As I shared with many of you today, God spoke to me strongly about being and living a life that is truly dead to self and only alive in Christ, with Christ. He had me reflect back at all the times that I was disobedient and dishonest to His Words, and even to the often times I acted on my thoughts and opinions.

What broke my heart the most was when God focused in on my heart that could not love everyone equally - I always had favorites, and simply, painfully put, the others I really didn't care much for. The African children on TV with bloated bellies and skinny limbs made me feel sorry for them, but I don't ever remember saying "Oh I love them..." To the people that annoy me (due to my short temper), I never wanted to or even thought of how I didn't show them love and compassion as I must as a child of God... To those that are weak and shunned by society, I really was too lazy to get to know any of them.

Favoritism, judgement, blunt rudeness and an evil heart of not being to love my neighbors as Jesus loved me to die for the me on the cross made me the worst, the smallest, the most deceitful sinner in the eyes of my Judge, my Father. I couldn't lift up my head today during Friday prayer because I was so ashamed and felt so sorry for all the evil corruption that dwelled in the my heart for such a long time.

Then I heard a faint voice cry out to me, "Joo Hee, what is it that you want?"

"Oh Father God, I'm sick and tired of living by my own will. Nothing of me is good; everything of me is evil, always seeking for my own glory. Lord, show me your ways, oh Father, so that I may see your face each day and only seek for the glory of the Kingdom of God now and forevermore...."

Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved.

And because the Lord has saved even the most wretched sinner like myself, I find new hope and new strength in serving the works of our Father for the Kingdom of God. All my hopes lie in the Spirit and the Father and the Kingdom of our Father, and I'm glad to be able to call you my brothers and sisters in faith. Let's keep praying for each other to improve our English and to commit ourselves unchangingly in serving the Kingdom of God.

Till the Day Comes!! Hallelujah!!